“I still said no, many times, I didn’t want to, period, that should still be enough, he /knows/ I’m not childish.”

(…Okay, childish might not be the right word. More… unreasonable. And stubborn when you get an idea in your head, whether it’s right or wrong or biased. He tries to meet you with reason, but you never seem to hear it. And how many times did you say no in the past? Push him away? Run away yourself? You do realise he’s had to break past your ‘nos’ at times, so he didn’t think that much differently this time. We understand your general reasons for disliking Heiji, but at the same time, know you can tolerate each other. And while you don’t normally open up to people, it’s Kai. Talk to him if you think he’s not getting something. I know you’re comfortable enough around him to do it.)