(Hmm… I think I’ll go to bed early. Last time I let a small headache stay until the time I normally sleep (because I wanted to watch Into the Woods with my parents), it had gotten a lot worse to the point they stopped the movie and sent me to bed because I looked so bad. I hope this doesn’t get to be a normal thing… though I suppose it’d fix my sleep schedule it it makes me go to bed and then get up earlier.)
i would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | i dislike you or you annoy me. | i would like to get to know you better. | i pity you. | you confuse me. | i feel indifferent towards you. | i would be friends with you. | i would fight by your side. | i would hug you or hold your hand. | i would kiss you. | i would sleep with you. | i would lie for you. | i would protect you. | i would fall in love with you. | i would kill for you | i respect you. | you are my family. | i don’t know you.
i would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | i dislike you or you annoy me. | i would like to get to know you better. | i pity you. | you confuse me. | i feel indifferent towards you. | i would be friends with you. | i would fight by your side. | i would hug you or hold your hand. | i would kiss you. | i would sleep with you. | i would lie for you. | i would protect you. | i would fall in love with you. | i would kill for you | i respect you. | you are my family. | i don’t know you.
i would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | i dislike you or you annoy me. | i would like to get to know you better. | i pity you. | you confuse me. | i feel indifferent towards you. | i would be friends with you. | i would fight by your side. | i would hug you or hold your hand. | i would kiss you. | i would sleep with you. | i would lie for you. | i would protect you. | i would fall in love with you. | i would kill for you | i respect you. | you are my family. | i don’t know you.
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A bit of pouting before he smiled again and put an arm around his other self in return. “Of course I do. It’d be weirder if I didn’t.” (Never said it’d even be a real ribbon… And the talk of pets just made me look at Kai’s ears and laugh. )
He reached up and scratched behind the ears of the other. “I’ll say. How’s that feel? I finally got that anti-cat hex removed so I’m not afraid anymore.”
Kaito blinked, slightly surprised by the action. Really, he’d almost forgotten the change in phobia that had made it so he couldn’t be near his double without hiding them, but it did feel strange to have him actually touch them now, after that. Just because the other had been avoiding them before.
It didn’t take long for him to smile gently and close his eyes, though.
“That’s good… Probably best that hex didn’t last too long, with how things had been going for you. And this feels nice.” It always did, when he got like this. Relieving and comforting…
(Okay, that is fucking it. My phone didn’t used to be so bad about this, would just cut off for a short time and I could be back on in ten minutes, tops. Now it cuts me off not too long after work starts (10 pm) and doesn’t give the slightest indication of coming back until after lunch break (3 am). I have had it with this shitty thing. The main thing I use it for at work is to check Tumblr. Nothing else. And that is the one website it suddenly gets ‘can’t establish a secure connection’ bullshit with. Just. The. Single. One. I. Want. And it pisses me off every single time it starts doing it, every single goddamn time that stupid message pops up with an error screen. I can’t do anything when it’s like that and it sucks. I use my phone at work in the beginning of the night because that’s when people are actually still awake. I don’t need this bullshit going on. I already lose enough because I’m asleep when everyone else is awake and vice versa, screw you phone. And now I just want to cry and take a hammer to this shitty thing in frustration. I came home during one of my fifteen minute breaks just so I didn’t have to hold this in until lunch break…
So from here on, if I ever stop replying at work, it’s because of this piece of shit. Just to say.
Fuck you, you BSing, waste-of-time-and-patience failure of technology.)
[Edit: And when I go into this kind of language and pull out that icon, you know my patience has been worn to zero by this happening. Twice, it’s decided to cut off the connection when I try sending a post (including tonight), and that’s very, very hard for me to do well on mobile, with ho long it takes and not being used to needing to code things I want in. Hence why I just completely lost it enough to post this tonight. And I had to, else I would have been drowning in irritation the rest of the night and just not good.]
He seems to accept this and pulls back, giving him the space again as he continues to pet him. This didn’t add up but he wasn’t going to push it. After all anyone that interests him is always going to have a tab on them. He smiles gently.
“So what brings a wanted thief onto my patio?” He asks. After all no one really lands on his rooftop patio. He was honest no one really knew of the his rooftop penthouse. “Another escape so you need a place to hide?”
The cat-eared thief relaxed more when Enzio backed away. Really, the petting helped with that. Keeping him calm and comfortable. The other didn’t seem to have the intention of doing anything right now either… just getting up close to his face all of the sudden had startled him.
“Something like that… I only meant to rest up here for a short time, since it was out of the way.” And really, he hadn’t completely noticed Enzio while landing. Tiredness had hit after ‘playing’ with the police, so he’d been a bit out of it. …Still not sure whether he should be lucky or unlucky the other was someone he knew, either…
“But I shouldn’t be intruding for too much longer. They shouldn’t continue chasing into the night after losing sight of me completely…” A yawn escaped him on the last word, which he quickly fought back down. …No, he probably shouldn’t be with anyone he doesn’t know too well in this state… and in costume. Too dangerous for Kid to be like this right now.
(Huh… feels a bit weird seeing a musing post come back around… Very easily the one post that has the most notes for something made on a whim…)
“Okay… I feel the need to say this after seeing something, and remembering that many seem to be under this impression, for some reason… Well, by ‘some reason‘, I largely mean tantei-kun, but really. I don’t just do heists on a full moon. I don’t need a full moon to check for Pandora. Just moonlight. Heck, when the whole Pandora explanation went on, it was even during a crescent moon. And there are a ton more of those than most other kinds. Yes, a full moon is more dramatic, and tends to show up when I do heists that tantei-kun will be at, but it’s not as though that suddenly makes me incapable of stealing when the moon is waxing or waning. If anything, it just means I’m not likely to take anything on a new moon, but even then, I could steal something and check it a few days later. So don’t act like I’m limited in when I can do heists, because I’m not. I’ve done them three days in a row before, or I’ve gone three months without holding one (though that’s not likely to happen now that I know what I’m after). The only time a full moon was explicit on my end was for Akako, because she had her witchy things going on, and even that was never in the manga. And nothing to do with my job.”
Aries –
Your world is always going to be complete all on your own, but it’s a lot brighter and enticing when you’re willing to open up and share it with someone else. You don’t have to keep all your secrets to yourself.Taurus –
I’ve noticed how good you are at playing the victim. What you’re failing to realize is that you’re the only one ever saying good-bye. You’re so terrified of getting hurt that you’re sleeping with the lights on. One of these days you’re going to have to stop running from yourself.Gemini –
I’m dreaming of the day when you stop trying to save everyone but yourself. Your battle cry is loud and it’s piercing above the chaos. I just want to see you let the cape fall and remove the mask, take a look in the mirror and be your own hero instead of villain.Cancer –
Lately, you’re sprouting out thorns where your softest pieces used to be. You’re making friends out of your demons, and you’re laughing and swapping stories while you choke on smoke. There’s nothing wrong with that. Some days the demons make better listeners than the angels.Leo –
I know you’re constantly being told to slow down, but that never meant to come to a burned rubber stop. All it ever meant was to reserve some of that light just for yourself. You don’t need to constantly be burning for everybody else.Virgo –
All your life you’ve been told to be nice, but not a pushover. Be brave, but don’t cause a scene. Make sure you’re heard, unless we don’t like what you have to say. Burn bright, but don’t blind me. Learn independence, but at a certain age we’re going to want to see you put your life in somebody else’s shaky hands. I know how hard it is to tune out their assumptions and demands. Grab your life by the reins, they don’t get to tell you who to be anymore. You’re a firework and they’re all going to be standing too close when you light up.Libra –
You’re prone to wear your heart on your sleeve and let anybody with a nice smile and sweet words rip it right off. There’s nothing wrong with this, but there’s also nothing wrong with being something that they can’t grasp onto. Something that remembers to save the best parts of them for themselves.Scorpio –
We’d all give anything to spend even a single day in your head. I think you dream in colors that don’t even have names. Some days you speak in dead languages. Your eyes give away nothing and everything all at once and nobody can tell what the truth is and where the lie is. You’re something that not everybody is going to know how to handle. That’s okay. One day somebody is going to try to crawl into your head and you’re going to unlock the double bolt and let them stay.Sagittarius –
When are you going to stop expecting people to clean up the messes you leave behind? You’re constantly bouncing around and refusing any stability and everyone you leave in your wake is having to makeshift something new with jagged edges.Capricorn –
It would be easy to sit here and spell it all out for you, to lead you straight to the words I’ve been trying to say all along. But there’s only so much I can do when you won’t meet me halfway. Just once it would be nice to say what you mean, mean what you say. But what’s the point in still trying to talk to somebody that isn’t listening anymore? You’ll let this roll right off your back too.Aquarius –
I feel like you’re the definition of when you look into a body of water and what you see back is you, rippled and intangible. A wisp of smoke and then gone. When it’s dark out and your shadow isn’t with you. It’s hard to learn about something that is constantly hiding away. You’re a crossword personified, but we’re all still trying to connect the dots. We’re all playing the wrong game.Pisces –
More often than not, people feel you, rather than see you. When you’ve let somebody get close enough, they can feel you in their bones when they shake, when they tremble, when their knees get weak. Somehow you’re there and you’re keeping everybody safe and warm and even after all that, you still stay so soft. You’ve seen so much but it’s never pierced your gold, your purity. It’s like you’re caught in a bubble away from all the ugliness and we all could stand to learn to see the world through your eyes.
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