(While I’m working on these though… some thoughts. And many Kai shouldn’t be given the time to muse on…

One: The people Snake’s with clearly knew the first Kid was Toichi. We may not know how, but they did. Now, Kai wouldn’t want them figuring out his identity to protect the people around him and such, but what if that happened to Toichi? I do still stand by the fact they used knowing his identity to get rid of him from fairly early on, simply because they didn’t seem to think it’d be necessary to outright kill Kaito immediately and just gave a warning. That most likely means Toichi didn’t actually get a chance to cause them too much trouble. Enough that he didn’t listen to the first time they warned him, and they got rid of him, but not so much that they found him the same threat Kai is now. But either way, them knowing does make me wonder if people Toichi knew were threatened. Regardless of how involved he’d become, he didn’t seem the type to fall so easily into a trap. Sure, could’ve faked his death or something (and then he’d be an ass for not coming out and telling Kaito when it’s clear he’s the current Kid), but maybe he really couldn’t escape. Basically… what if they did threaten his family? Would explain why he’d get caught in something like that… But if things did happen like that, my Kaito at least would blame himself to a degree, even if he obviously didn’t know about Kid at all then. It’d mean he was at least partially responsible for why his dad is gone now. To protect him…
PS: The reason my personal headcanon is that Kai was present at the last show Toichi had, aside from the shock it would have been to him, is because he did seem the type to attend all of his shows. Not sure about ones in other countries after, say, Kaito started going to school, but if we go by the specials banner and such, it happened in Japan… Something I think about a lot, really…

Two: Kaito’s phobia is weird. And not just because it’s fish. Pretty sure he gets some adrenaline rush and a fight or flight (usually flight) response when he sees them, but it’s not all that crippling. Pretty sure his biggest problem is touching them, more than anything. At least, that’s when he’d probably freak out the most. He may get uncomfortable, but he can get up close to them without immediately backing away and running/shooting at it, unless he’s taken by surprise. May turn him into a nervous wreck to be with them too long, but he’s swum in the ocean on multiple occasions. And in the manga, he was perfectly fine with kicking a shark a little, even (with flippers on), because it was asleep. Which is why I think he’s more afraid when they can move, because they’re more unpredictable and he doesn’t want to come into contact with them, more than anything. Though I also do think eating them freaks him out to. Honestly, it’s more as though he thinks all contact with fish is like poison more than outright fear of the creatures themselves. Still no explanation as to why this would be, but just interesting to think about.)

Me: *cracks knuckles* Okay, time to do replies! But first…
Me: *gets out some paper to work on one more ‘draw another person’s muse’ meme for an ask*
Me: *finds doodles from a year ago*
Me: …
Kai: …Rai… resist it…
Me: …
Me: *sets them up to colour them, too*
Kai: *facepalms*

(Just to say, for St. Patrick’s Day, I don’t think Kid should ever be pinched, and he’d be quick to show why. Because no matter how the anime shows it sometimes…)

(There’s no getting around the fact the monocle charm has green in it in some way. Very hidden, but if I have him go with a rule that he’ll pinch back more (or otherwise retaliate for getting pinched for not wearing green), this is a warning~ And no Kid should be without the monocle, so you can’t say he’s not wearing it.)

(*covers Kai as well for the heck of it*)

[ooc, and I only really gave names because I sent them on Hatt’s account XD plus they both wanted to know what you’ve been listening to lately.]

(I’dve known it was you either way. Haku could’ve always visited Heiji’s blog to ask. …Maybe. But bit disappointing to know I tend to just listen to the same things over and over, adding more songs to the list as I find them. So it’s not like there’s too much a difference from ‘lately’ and, say, a year ago. :V Maybe a difference of ten songs… Unless I tug at the amv folder of songs that aren’t on my playlist, then there’s a difference. V: )

♪ [Haku]

“You better take it from me.
That boy is like a disease
You’re running, you’re trying, you’re trying to hide
And you’re wondering why you can’t get free
He’s like a curse, he’s like a drug
You get addicted to his love
You wanna get out, but he’s holding you down
‘Cause you can’t live without one more tooouuuuch

He’s a, a good time, cowboy casanova
Leaning up against the record machine~
Looks like a cool drink of water
But he’s candy-coated misery
He’s the devil in disguise~
A snake with blue eyes~
And he only comes out at night…
Gives you feelings that you don’t want to fight
You better run for your life…”

“Some secrets need to be kept
Some stories should never be told…
Some reasons shouldn’t be understood…
They just might turn your blood cold

Who needs all the answers?
Who takes all the chances?
Who said the truth’s gonna save you?
When the truth can be dangerous

Like the way I feel.
It’s alright to steal,
What I need from you.
Do what I have to do.
Say what I have to say.
Go where I have to go.
And that’s dangerous
Dangerous… to know…”

“I see a red door and I want it painted black…
No colors any more, I want them to turn black…
I see the girls walk by, dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

I see a line of cars and they’re all painted black…
With flowers and my love both never to come back…
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby, it just happens every day”

“Didn’t want to make a mess…
Didn’t want to feel again…
This heart has had enough…

Desperate hurting all alone…
Called the house that isn’t home
I’m afraid to pick it up…

All I want is someone
To tell me I’m crazy
It just might save me

Oh, all I need is someone
Right here beside me
Oh, now I can see…

Oh, this is life without you
Learning how to miss you
I guess I need to know how it feels like…
Oh, this is life without you
I don’t know who to turn to
Everything I’ve known… to say this goodbye…
…So goodbye…
Oh, this is life without you…”

♪ (let’s see if you can get a happy song next)

“Why waste time when you know I got it?~
C’mon girl you know you want it~
You know it’s impossible to get what you’re looking for
From him- he can’t do it
Like me- I’m goin’ prove it

I got a question can you help. Me. Out?

How many people can do it like me? ZERO~
Keep it so cool like me? ZERO~
Girl you know there ain’t nobody. Nobody
Else that can make it so hot like me? ZERO~
Take it to the top like me? ZERO~
Girl you know there ain’t nobody. Nobody.  ZERO~“